All life consists of patterns. I have a feeding pattern,that dictates to my mind “there is a lack of… rightness needs to be restored.  I then seek or attract what will fill that lack.

My fear increases when I perceive a feeder near, but it is only because I believe I am lacking the power of  confidence and safeness that would balance my thoughts.

The more dependent I am on a  pattern, the more I will defend it.

My addiction here is the need to believe I am right, proper or at least justified.