{"id":345,"date":"2011-11-10T19:16:22","date_gmt":"2011-11-10T19:16:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/?p=345"},"modified":"2011-12-23T02:48:05","modified_gmt":"2011-12-23T02:48:05","slug":"addictions-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/addictions-part-1","title":{"rendered":"Addictions Part 1"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>All life consists of patterns. I have a feeding pattern,that dictates to my mind &#8220;there is a lack of&#8230; rightness needs to be restored.\u00a0 I then seek or attract what will fill that lack.<\/p>\n<p>My fear increases when I perceive a feeder near, but it is only because I believe I am lacking the power of\u00a0 confidence and safeness that would balance my thoughts.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The more dependent I am on a\u00a0 pattern, the more I will defend it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>My addiction here is the need to believe I am right, proper or at least justified.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>All life consists of patterns. I have a feeding pattern,that dictates to my mind &#8220;there is a lack of&#8230; rightness needs to be restored.\u00a0 I then seek or attract what will fill that lack. My fear increases when I perceive &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/addictions-part-1\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-345","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-philosophy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/345","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=345"}],"version-history":[{"count":51,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/345\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":349,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/345\/revisions\/349"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=345"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=345"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carol.bennette.org\/feeders\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=345"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}